This is my life, this is my way .....

Wandering through the lanes of hatred and misery,
as faces went by, full of selfishness and forgery;
The lonely path showed me no mercy,
to gift me a soul mate, at least for fancy.

Walking past the roads pitch black and dark,
suppressing my fear of some unknown lark;
Expecting the unexpected, I held my heart,
Unaware of the catastrophe, which was my life's part.

Desperate in search of a destination unknown,
My heart had grown old with grief and mourn;
Hopeless of finding a caring soul,
My journey seemed to head towards a black hole.

Disaster struck as my fate revealed,
the cataclysm left my wounds unhealed;
Hope trembled and disappointment took over,
My life halted and its pace went lower.

An Angel met me on this boulevard forelorn,
to guide me through the path I wouldn't have ever known;
Her caressive hands with a gentle touch,
didn't spare a wound unhealed as such.

Her words divine had a pacifying feel,
which gave back my soul its life and zeal;
I felt the ocean of love in her eyes,
unknowingly it began to entice.

Adrenaline gushed through my blood and vein,
I was mad in love, and a bit insane;
Unfortunate as always, I could be,
the angel disappeared after the spree.

I was left with memories sweet,
of the moments of joy, of the angels treat;
Encouragement though, it did provide,
for me to resume my unaccomplished stride.

Marching through the same old arteries,
with a couple of painful miseries;
Angels came and angels went by,
I asked none to accompany me - why?

The fire of suffering and pain engulfs,
the air of momentary joy and pleasures;
Evanescent love surely tastes bitter,
This I learnt after the feel of jitter.

So here I stand, here I walk alone,
This is my life, this is my way .....